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goddess-ofthe-night Rank: Artist
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Posted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 1:45 pm Post subject: Inactive |
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Sorry guys for being so slow and quiet
1st of all the least important, when i try to visit the forum it's often 'down'
2nd of all, I'm dealing with heavy emotions right now, my mum who's suicidal that I need to keep an eye on, I keep only one eye off and she already took pills. So i'm really heavy distressed
3rd of all, I'm tired and I mean very tired to have this all around me, I swear if this keeps being up, I swear I'll just take my bags and betta's and leave.
4rt I'm not my happy selves right now, and I don't think I can do much for anyone on this forum nor community while i'm being cornered.
5th I feel right now like I owe somany people (while it's not) a huge favor. Againt his is cornering me a lot, even though it's an own created emotion...
for the rest i can not mention much, but I'll try to be more active and such but really right now is not the best time I'm afraid.
I'm sorry if I failed you guys 'again' _________________ Dreams come True if you B E L I E V E in me...
- the G O D D E S S |
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Rune174 Royal Member of BonBon
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Posted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 1:51 pm Post subject: |
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I feel bad that your stress related conundrums are the cause of your inactivity, but your real life situations come first. As long as we know you are alive, that is what really matters right now. _________________
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DesertWolf Rank: Super Veteran
Joined: 25 Sep 2008 Posts: 1740
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Posted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 2:08 pm Post subject: |
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I have to agree with Rune,in that your life should always come before BonBon.If you need anything let me know and I'll do my best to help in any way I can. _________________ “If you love life, don’t waste time, for time is what life is made up of.”
– Bruce Lee |
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Lidia_Apricot Royal Member of BonBon
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Posted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 3:48 pm Post subject: |
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I wish I have words of encouragement and wisdom, so I could tell you that your life and the people that are close to you are more important than anything or anyone else, but of course, I lack of vocabulary.^^!
Like Rune had said, Your health is more important than your participation here. Take care of yourself and your mommy, OK? I, too, would try my best to help you in any way. :3 |
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cheesecaked Rank: Super Veteran
Joined: 02 Oct 2009 Posts: 6733
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Posted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 4:44 pm Post subject: |
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Hope everything at home gets better and goes well for you dear. _________________ My Fursona http://forums.pleasurebonbon.com/forums/viewtopic.php?p=100410#100410
How dare they use casment window designs,
it's so last century ಠ_ರೃ
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"I'm gonna miss all the things we'll never do.
I just can't believe you left me here alone,
How in this world can I make it on my own?" |
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Silvador Royal Member of BonBon
Joined: 20 Oct 2009 Posts: 12351
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Posted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 7:06 pm Post subject: |
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-simply places his hand on goddess-ofthe-night's shoulder in a warm and supportive way- _________________
Fursonas: http://tinyurl.com/yzcsyug |
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goddess-ofthe-night Rank: Artist
Joined: 06 Jan 2009 Posts: 816
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Posted: Sat Oct 24, 2009 1:57 am Post subject: |
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Last night she took a lot of meds behind my back. And yeah i came to her this morning,
I said: I want you to go to the hospital...
she: I want to die here..
my tears are runnin' down my face, i feel like i'll be all alone when she's gone. I know I have friends but there 'online'
I have nobody to turn too here.
I don't know what to do either -_- _________________ Dreams come True if you B E L I E V E in me...
- the G O D D E S S |
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Drofgod969 Royal Member of BonBon
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Posted: Sat Oct 24, 2009 2:16 am Post subject: |
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They are right your life comes before BonBon. I am sorry about your mom... I have never met anyone that is suicidle so i can't tell you i know what you are going though. I would say more but i think i would step on some toes if i did. _________________ yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. that's why it is called the present.
quoted by master Oogway off kong fu panda
Some weep, some cry, some make couches fly. - Katmir
Let me stand behind you in times of peace, let me stand infront of you in times of war, let me stand beside you as a equall, as a friend. |
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Mystic Royal Member of BonBon
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Posted: Sat Oct 24, 2009 8:28 pm Post subject: |
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Just be sure to do what you can and not push yourself beyond that hun. *Gives the little goddess a loving hug.* _________________ Oh, I'd tell myself
What good do you do
Convince myself |
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Tursi Royal Member of BonBon
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Posted: Mon Oct 26, 2009 11:44 pm Post subject: |
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{hugs and erfs} Poor thing.. once again with more than you deserve on your shoulders. _________________ http://harmlesslion.com |
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Aaron_Thom Royal Member of BonBon
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Herisheft Rank: Artist
Joined: 22 Jun 2007 Posts: 417
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 2:07 am Post subject: |
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Hun. i believe everybody understands that real life is way before internets. Don't push yourself, just do what you feel needs to be doned first. Nobody is going to judge you, and nobody has such right either. _________________ "Ia! Ia! Kothulhu Herishtagn!" - by BlekDef
I cry, when angels deserve to die! |
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goddess-ofthe-night Rank: Artist
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 12:33 pm Post subject: |
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hey guys, today i'm doing a tad better, just thought to mention i uploaded some art on my furafinity
some adult content is on it, not much but some
right now i'm still weak, but i'll crawl out of it, aslong i keep doing my therapy and learn, it's all good with me
hope you guys are alright *cuddle* _________________ Dreams come True if you B E L I E V E in me...
- the G O D D E S S |
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Lidia_Apricot Royal Member of BonBon
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 1:13 pm Post subject: |
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Good to hear, Ms. Goddess.
*picks the cub up, sets her on Lidia's lap, and motherly stroke her back fur.*
Keep taking baby steps and you'll be alright. ^w^ |
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xivk Royal Member of BonBon
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 1:40 pm Post subject: |
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Like that snow one you did, always make the fascinating clothes. ^_^
(The angels got a hell of a story though o_o)
Hope you get alot better soon. _________________ Fursona Info.
I am the ghost of games... What i am, all i will be
-Xivk |
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Aaron_Thom Royal Member of BonBon
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henkcobra Royal Member of BonBon
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Drofgod969 Royal Member of BonBon
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Posted: Thu Oct 29, 2009 10:50 am Post subject: |
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Glad to know you are getting better. *Gintly hugs* and look Drodel is done. ^^ _________________ yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. that's why it is called the present.
quoted by master Oogway off kong fu panda
Some weep, some cry, some make couches fly. - Katmir
Let me stand behind you in times of peace, let me stand infront of you in times of war, let me stand beside you as a equall, as a friend. |
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goddess-ofthe-night Rank: Artist
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Posted: Thu Oct 29, 2009 2:32 pm Post subject: |
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xivk wrote: | Like that snow one you did, always make the fascinating clothes. ^_^
(The angels got a hell of a story though o_o)
Hope you get alot better soon. |
The angel got a story she deserves *gives smooth grin*
i hope to get better, right now i'm collapsin' from tireness
@ henkcobra, het einde van de tunnel? wat ben ik blij voor je dat je het licht ziet, moet zo moeilijk zijn eh t---t
ik zit er nog steeds in, vanwege dat de nieuwe maand komt, da's normaal eh, nieuwe ziekenhuisrekeninge ga'n komen, is normaal, vind dat heel lief van je, maar zet je zelf niet in problemen voor me T___T
@ lidia: MAMA
@ Aaron: *cuddles back* :3 thank you hun t-t i'll do my best
@drofgod: *hugs back* dude, your chara looks awesome, o--------o specially the colors, so snowy like t))))t khuuu *huuuuuuugs* _________________ Dreams come True if you B E L I E V E in me...
- the G O D D E S S |
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Cassandre Rank: Super Veteran
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Posted: Thu Oct 29, 2009 2:37 pm Post subject: |
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*big hug*
Oh sweety, don't worry...You'll be fine, and everything will get better, I promise.
Please be happy? It kils me to see you sad, sweetheart. _________________ [insert witty comment] |
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dragonfly Rank: Super Veteran
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goddess-ofthe-night Rank: Artist
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Posted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 2:34 am Post subject: |
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dragonfly wrote: | well nearly forgot to post for my brother if your wondering hes in hospital for his back but hes glad to hear your feeling better and those pitchers did you draw them because there incredibl very welkdone i love the one of your fursona u put on a diffrent thread keep up the good work |
thank you dear
i hope to have by next week some drawin's up,
also myuuta's comic should be up hopefully the first page, these are just doodle pages, so it's nothing special
i'm glad to hear your brother is doing better, i'm still doing a tad bad *rubs handS* _________________ Dreams come True if you B E L I E V E in me...
- the G O D D E S S |
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goddess-ofthe-night Rank: Artist
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Posted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 12:44 pm Post subject: |
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dragonfly wrote: | i forgot to add this but awile ago he made a tread about how hes doing but he had an oprstion to have some meatl discks put in his spine to help it but it went wrong and he cant walk anymore i know it sounds horrible but he is actualy more worrid about u then he is him self. |
can you link me to the post
and he's more worried about me then himself, he can't walk anymore O___O
the poor guy T_________T Send him all my love t--t- _________________ Dreams come True if you B E L I E V E in me...
- the G O D D E S S |
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henkcobra Royal Member of BonBon
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AlainDaishar Rank: Senior Member
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Posted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 3:48 pm Post subject: |
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I can't even imagine what your family must be going through. I run track, so losing my ability to walk would be the end of the world for me.
I wish you and your family all the best in this horrifying time. _________________ Alain Daishar Profile: http://forums.pleasurebonbon.com/forums/viewtopic.php?t=8174&highlight= |
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goddess-ofthe-night Rank: Artist
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Posted: Wed Nov 11, 2009 10:37 am Post subject: |
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really horrible hun, really horrible, i wish i could help your brother, t----t
i really wish i could, i'm so sorry t--t _________________ Dreams come True if you B E L I E V E in me...
- the G O D D E S S |
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